better to love and lost, than never love at all.

i can see you.
but is it true?
i want to believe you.
who i trust tells me to just be through.
i know it's true.
why cant i believe it?
i dont want to.
i know you bring me down.
i like it on your level, though.
there i can be me.
i dont have to think
just be.
i escape reality.
but what's real
is true.
truth is more happiness
than this fake love.
ecstasy, euphoria isnt
the equation.

you are a misfortune.
adversity follows you, or the other way around.
but i still care.
i want to show you,
you are amazing.
i can see it, even if no one else does.
but you wont be all you can,
not even a fourth.
i wish you knew, you dont have to take the easy way out.
but i cant change you.
youll probably just change me.
we'll part and go our intrinsic ways.
i have to be what i am, or what i can.
but you are amazing, i wasnt lying.