Fucking Tired

God, it is fucking early. For me anyways, but for some reason, i couldnt sleep. must have something to do with the fact that i have so much work to do. For some random reason, I woke up at like 5:45am, and I've just been thinking and tossing about what I havent done yet, and what I have to do. I find myself thinking of dumb shit, like what if's and what i'll wear. Why can't I just turn this brain off for like two hours of sleep. I mean, it's not like I can do too much at 7:00am, as far as the work I have to do. All I can do is sit hear and bitch. ok i'm done. I think.

sick and tired

I am feeling a bit down. Physically, i havent felt well for like two days. today i am starting to feel somewhat normal. but the hotness still rushes through my body like a wave. it comes and goes. i hate being sick! uhh....my mind is so blase-blah. i have so much interviewing and transcribing to do it's ridiculous. uh. two for one class, and two more for another. I dont even know who i'm going to interview. I need someone in a token status position in PR. Where the fuck am i going to find that in like four days. two of which are the weekend days. And then, i need two Japanese people to interview. Untill, all this is over with, i am going to go crazy. and then i gotta makeup a shitload of work for an incomplete i took last spring. someone pull the fucking trigger, please.