CiNcO De MaYo!!

CiNcO De MaYo!!, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Happy belated cinco de mayo!! i love cinco de mayo, however, it was a fucking terrible idea to go out last night when i had an 8am final this morning. i love how i can rationalize with myself that i can go out and drink a little bit and go to sleep at 4am only to wake up at 5am to study, because i havent even looked at my notes for my final the next morning, not to mention i havent been to class since the last test. yeah that was interesting, and i do not reccommend anyone do any stupid shit that i somehow convince myself into doing. So, i definately woke up at 7:57am, i woke up screaming shit! motherfucker! etc., and woke john's ass up and made him take me to my final. i probably shouldnt even have gone, because i definately made up a bunch of bullshit for my essays cause i had no fucking clue about anything on this test. so much for getting hope back this semester.

oh and my friend got his ass beat in classic city, it was terrible sight to see him on the ground with literally 5 ginormous guys beating the shit out of him, but john wouldnt fucking stop talking about it and how he deserved it blah blah... why are guys such fiends to fighting? i would think that someone, any guy could be the "bigger man," and just chill because drunken guys always talk shit. so people move on, its not worth the trouble. but as john says, "that's what i fucking live for." who is my boyfriend?? a fucking fighting fiend i guess...

i hate misunderstandings

well hello there...., originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i hate being misunderstood. especially when i have good intentions. and i hate that most people are so self-absorbed and defensive that they cant even see your point of view. why cant we all just get along, and there be no mis-understandings?? i wish everyone thought like i do... but no one does, so i bet everyone wishes i thought like they do. this post is about no one in particular

finals week blows

I am about to explode, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i hate finals, you get all stressed out for an entire week and get no sleep and i just want to break down and go to bed, or do anything besides study. my power is also cut off for a day, so i cant do anything at my house. damn bill matrix and georgia power, they fucked up my bill so now i am forced to shower in the dark. i think that i cant wait for this week to be over so i can do nothing all day long, and not have to pay any consequences, atleast untill summer school starts. damn.