i love fall.

well seeing as i havent written anything for like 6 months and i cant sleep,i will write something on this lame ass website, that i for some reason love. anyways, well it's fall finally, and it is cold as shit. i hate how georgia doesnt really have in between seasons, it is eighty degrees one day, and the next it's like forty. oh well i am ready for fall anyways. it is beauiful outside, this time of year, right before halloween, makes me feel lucky to be alive and makes me appreciate how beautiful even athens, ga can be.

i love this time of year, because i dont mind driving, i usually hate it, in my car. i actually look for excuses to ride in my car. there is nothing better than driving fast with all the windows down listening to good music in such amazing weather and beautiful surroundings.

fall always reminds me of being in love for some reason, and it always reminds me of what i did last fall, and then the fall before that. either who i used to spend all my time with during previous falls or just how much i have grown since this time last year. probably not so drastic in that it's life altering or mindblowing, just that i can see that all changes that have occurred and how i have learned so much from each mistake i have made along the way.

which brings me to a new point. i wish that i didnt have to make so many mistakes just to learn these so-called "life lessons." oh well, you live u learn.

well ok this was a pretty boring update, but i just thought i would compliment the beautiful weather weve been having.

its 420am smoke a blunt

420am, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Maybe if i didnt wake up at 4pm i could be asleep right now. It is sad when your days only consist of eating dinner and smoking and then going back to sleep. For once, i am actually looking forward to going back to school, so i will have some kind of responsibility. i kind of miss being semi-productive.

im moving finally into my new house in two days, the problem is i havent even started packing, although i have no other obligations. whatever, i know ill get it done, but i cant wait to live in a new atmosphere, and with new people. i love change sometimes, because for some reason i tend to get bored easily. so maybe this will spice it up, not really.

whiskey river

last night was fucking crazy. me and john, after drinking alot (of course), decide to go to the intramural fields at uga at 1:00 am and chill by the river. however, after sitting on the deck for five minutes john thinks its a good idea to push me in, despite my plea not to because i just got a new phone. so were sopping wet and laughing our asses off and go to my car to leave, but of course my car wont start. then a cop drives by and since we just got arrested and were drunk as shit, decide to run through the woods and take a "short cut" to get to the main road to walk home. but as were walking through thorns and masses off trees and bushes in the dark we get to a leadge. "john is this far down"? turns out it was 15 feet and i fell straight down on my head onto a bunch of rocks into a swamp. Then after coming back from being all fuzzy headed and confused from my fall i realize john jumped down to save me. so we have no light, no phone, and we are god knows where in the middle of the swamp complete with broken bodies. anyways, we end up climbing back up this massive cliff and make it out and we hobble home, me with no shoes covered in mud and all scraped up, and john wearing a white tshirt that is now brown from all the mud and boxers and huge gashes in his legs. so the moral of the story is dont go to a river fucked up, because you really might not make it.

CiNcO De MaYo!!

CiNcO De MaYo!!, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Happy belated cinco de mayo!! i love cinco de mayo, however, it was a fucking terrible idea to go out last night when i had an 8am final this morning. i love how i can rationalize with myself that i can go out and drink a little bit and go to sleep at 4am only to wake up at 5am to study, because i havent even looked at my notes for my final the next morning, not to mention i havent been to class since the last test. yeah that was interesting, and i do not reccommend anyone do any stupid shit that i somehow convince myself into doing. So, i definately woke up at 7:57am, i woke up screaming shit! motherfucker! etc., and woke john's ass up and made him take me to my final. i probably shouldnt even have gone, because i definately made up a bunch of bullshit for my essays cause i had no fucking clue about anything on this test. so much for getting hope back this semester.

oh and my friend got his ass beat in classic city, it was terrible sight to see him on the ground with literally 5 ginormous guys beating the shit out of him, but john wouldnt fucking stop talking about it and how he deserved it blah blah... why are guys such fiends to fighting? i would think that someone, any guy could be the "bigger man," and just chill because drunken guys always talk shit. so people move on, its not worth the trouble. but as john says, "that's what i fucking live for." who is my boyfriend?? a fucking fighting fiend i guess...

i hate misunderstandings

well hello there...., originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i hate being misunderstood. especially when i have good intentions. and i hate that most people are so self-absorbed and defensive that they cant even see your point of view. why cant we all just get along, and there be no mis-understandings?? i wish everyone thought like i do... but no one does, so i bet everyone wishes i thought like they do. this post is about no one in particular

finals week blows

I am about to explode, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i hate finals, you get all stressed out for an entire week and get no sleep and i just want to break down and go to bed, or do anything besides study. my power is also cut off for a day, so i cant do anything at my house. damn bill matrix and georgia power, they fucked up my bill so now i am forced to shower in the dark. i think that i cant wait for this week to be over so i can do nothing all day long, and not have to pay any consequences, atleast untill summer school starts. damn.

Tequila Night!

Tequila Night!, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

limes salt tequila. last night we had a little tequila night. now i know why i havent had tequila in like 7 months. Not to mention we played crazy eights with tequila shots and we started at 9:00, what a great idea. last night was a blur, but i do remember that me and john got gumby's at 1:00, a whole la french sandwhich. mmmm delicious.

i wish i wasnt such a slacker

, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i wish i wasnt so god damn lazy. I really need to pay my water bill before they shut it off. and i am just now going to my adviser (to get cleared for next semster so i can register for classes), and there's only two weeks left in school, including finals week. somebody please slap me back in line.

ipods = happiness

ipods rock, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

ipods might be the greatest invention ever. theyre like having a soundtrack to your life, ive always wanted that. see look how happy the people are in this picture, and advertisers never lie.

Someone give me a cookie....

Someone give me a cookie...., originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Ok today i will study all day long for my stat final. even though it is 3:30 and i havent started and of course, i am doing this instead. but someone come find me in the SLC and give me a cookie, i need some motivation.

nicole- yes the blood brothers rock my face off.

and we have to go to modern skirts saturday. and everyone who reads this should go. theyre awesome... tastyworld, 30th.

stupid people suck

stupid people suck, originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

have you ever been anywhere and just listened to the random people around you talk. i garauntee 99% of them are talking just to hear themselves talk. I fucking hate it. cant you people just be silent if you have nothing important to say. you dont have to talk 24/7 to be cool, try observing for once, youll start to notice it.

rutherford might be the coolest dorm ever. there are people singing opera in their rooms at all times. and it is garaunteed there is someone playing the piano and five people are around saranading eachother with some song in the little mermaid. and there will be some random couple making out on the balcony. Wow, this is awesome...i feel out of place here, they are making fun of the only cool girl that lives here. it's kind of like revenge of the nerds.

i hate allergies

half-japanese girl..., originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

i love how the day before my stat final i am about to die. i cant breathe, see, taste, smell, hear, and i can barely stay awake. this is fucking awesome. ok i am done bitching. on a brighter note, i got offered a job a boomers. yeah (sarcasm). and blue point... probably because i was with my hottie friend kristin. hah. oh and i got free sushi and steak. and today kristin threw away her phone, it was laugh out loud (for ten minutes) hilarious, maybe just because were both sickly and delerious.

Oh yeah baby, strip club tonight

Oh yeah baby, strip club tonight
Originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Tonight will seriusly rock, hard-core

420

420
Originally uploaded by sharaelizabeth.

Even though I dont think ive ever been as sick as i am today, there is no way i could be sad today, i mean come on it's 420!! i love how 420 is just an excuse to smoke and not doing anything all day long, and it somehow seems justified, or alright? I dont know but it is official, 420 is now my favorite holiday of the year. everyone get together in groups of 30 at blair, nats, and britts and smoke 10 blunts at a time and pass around like 15 bowls, and then go to zaxbys and pass out. atleast thats what i did.

me and kristin 

i love my kristin

This is my beautiful greek friend... we are at little kings... shaking are asses with a guy with dinosaurs on his shirt... god i love it

everything is a blur 

craziness 

i love drunk mondays

7:00 pm yesterday, start drinking
8:45 i take a power nap
9:45 get woken up and dragged to some loft,
the only reason i agree is they prompt me with thoughts of
grilled cheeseburgers, smoke too many cigarettes and get a head ache
11:30 i am sound asleep in my cozy bed... who was i kidding thinking i
was going downtown... hah im such i light weight.. 3:00 am i wake up hearing a voices,
some kind of fight going on... shit what the hell is that? something is majorly different now
than it was when i got home... oh its just my drunken friend talking some fighting words in his sleep,
who some how must have drunken wandered into my bed? i almost got a knife and hurt somone... i wake him
up and then we precede to have some drunken, blurry mini fights about nothing... ohhh fuck it I am going back to bed.

Attraction. Sparks. Connection.
Confusion. Frustration. Angry. Sad.
Now it's gone, and it's four am and
I
Miss
You.